ripped off from goyok

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!

How are you feeling today?
cant help falling in love - ateens (OMG CREEPY!)

Will you get far in life?
where are you going - dave matthews band (LOL)

How do your friends see you?
honey - chihiro

Will you get married?
she will be loved - maroon 5 (LOL)

What is your life's theme song?
in a rush - blackstreet (weh)

What is the story of your life?
light - utada hikaru

What was high school like?
can you keep a secret - utada hikaru

How can you get ahead in life?
baby now that ive found u - allison krauss

What is tomorrow going to be like?
 semi-charmed life - third eye blind (woot)

What is the best thing about your friends?
no.1 - kown boa (hahaha)

What is in store for the next weekend?
we're dancing - mandy moore (haha! omg!)

What song best describes you?
weak - jojo (greeat.)

How is your life going?
miracles happen - myra (lol)

What song will play at your funeral?
officially missing you - tamia (wtf?!)

How does the world see you?
best of you - foo fighters

Will you have a happy life?
collide - howie day

What do your friends really think of you?
liwanag sa dilim - rivermaya (whoa hahahaha! cool!)

What song describes the person you're attracted to?
stay - cueshe (oh shit. this is SO right)

What message would you like to tell the next generation?
i knew i lovede you - savage garden (omg wahaha hilarious!)

Do you have a deep dark secret?
here with me - michelle branch (woot)
 

Some things to click. CLICK.

> TheOhSoFunnyBoyWithAFunnyHat

> GorgeousArtworksFromAHappyPerson :P

> JustClickOnThisSoShe'llBeHappyYouEvenBothered :D

Hoorah I am puhroud of myself. Eheh XD. It's a good thing I realized things pretty early before I could regret it. Did you ever get that feeling that you think you like something thinking that you can pursue it but then again its not exactly your passion? Ahem.

I dunno but I felt that way about Medicine. I'm not bad at it... I'm not even really good at it. And that's what bugs me. I'm usually the person who wants to exceed my own abilities... just as I was raised by my mother. When I came to realize that I cannot ever... EVER fall in love with Med, I know I just have to quit it right now before it was too late.

I admit I like Med... but in terms of people, only as a friend, not exactly a passion or longing (LOL). Do you get it? So anyway, as promised, I really am leaving and HOORAH I am happy to (for some reasons). I'm not running away, in fact its the complete opposite.

I'm pursuing what I know is best for me (and I am FED UP that's for sure) and I am not the person who says, "Lets just leave the problem, people'll forget about it anyway.." and not have a nice sensible talk to the person concerned because of freaky reasons I cannot ever think of. THAT'S running away. Me? I may be running, but not away from it... I'm running to something else, something I know is best for me... and necessary.

Ahem.

Anyway, I want to quote what a friend said...

"Sometimes, choosing what path you want in life isn't based on the career it goes to but what you really love and want... then you can make a career out of it!"

Thank you friend. When I thought of that, I came to trealize that because of an "all-Medicine" family, I was pressured to enter Med. Don't get me wrong, I said I like it but... not LOVE. I love ARTS! I'm more on that side and that's what I think! XD

I'm going to either Japan (my aunt's there) or Switzerland (as truly planned). I'm not telling what I'm going into I mean, what does it matter? you might see the result anyway XD LOL.

My sister considered me entering a Ballet school and continue my Ballet lessons because to be honest, I am in the London Ballet already, I just quit after High School. Cool eh? But I'll think about it more... who knows... maybe I can do all? XD

EHEH.

I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friends, I'm more than okay
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say
Still I believe I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world

I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it
I have no hestitaion
My imagination just stole me away
Still I believe
I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

Love's for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah I'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me...

And i won't wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world

Sorry about this Madee but I need to quote this so I can remember what you told me to do :P HAHA...

(Kwantlen University College).

If the transcript is from outside Canada, detailed course outlines are required with the following information: Comprehensive description of material covered, number of hours of instruction per week, length of semester, texts used, and grading profile for each course. The outline must also be from the year and/or semester in which the course(s) were taken and must be supplied by the institution.

Just ask the registrar for a course outline or something, and tell them everything I need (the stuff above), kasi baka iba ung tawag sa course outline dun sa Lasalle. Here are the courses:

College Algebra (Math 111)
Trigonometry (Math 112)
General Chemistry 1 (Inoche 1)
General Chemistry 2 (Inoche 2)
General Chemistry 3 (Chemtri)
General Chemistry Lab for Chem and and Bio Majors 1 (Lbych 17)
General Chemistry Lab for Chem and and Bio Majors 2 (Lbych 18)
Computer for Science 1 (Comsci 1)

After having my heart kinda... broken, I came to learn that I was really BLIND when it came to the person I "LOVED" before. I realized I never did love him. I just wanted to experience something I thought made me complete. I thought it made me complete... I was stupid.

There was this funny quote my friend sent me one day and I kinda liked it (sorry to my other guy friends, its just a quote anyway)

Man: God, why did you make women so beautiful?
God: So you can love them.

Man: God, why did you make women stupid?
God: So they can love you.

LOL. It's mean (on men/women I don't know but it's just mean) but I laughed when I read it. It was SO straight to the point and short. It said everything it wanted to say in that blunt message. Haha silly me... I guess I was the girl that man was talking about... *pats self* not the first part OKAY? Haha... The last part (wouldn't hurt if it was the first part too LOL).

It's sad realizing it only now and wasting time just trying to get him to know how much you feel for him and getting him where you want him to. I tried. I failed. And I will never ever ever ever talk to him again. I will never tell him all I want to tell him. I will move on, see new people and forget about my silly infatuation with someone not even worth talking to sensibly.

That's how I feel now anyway...

At least I learned to accept that it is not GOING TO WORK OUT.

Some say being with your friends can distract you from that kind of hurting feeling but all I did to them was talk crap about this certain boy I like and not realize I've been talkin about him just TOO MUCH. It was silly... and I just want to tell my friends that I am sorry for talking about him over and over again... guess it's part of getting over him? Well... it worked now... Haha...

Nasawa na ata kayo sa akin... LOL

Anyway, right now I'm fine, a little fragile when it comes to things like that but I'm fine. Haha. I'm silly. Really silly.

Now, something happened again. A boy. Not a similar situation, THANK YOU, but things aren't quite clear right now. One person told other people about how s/he feels about this other person but never told that other person that s/he likes him/her. Wow. Did that make sense? LOL.

If it didn't basically someone admitted to liking someone but never told the one he liked. Better? Heh.

Hopefully something will happen on the party scheduled soon. So far, on that matter, things are going great actually. I like him, that's enough and it's really close to LIKE LIKING him... like like... less than love but more than like. More than a crush even. Yay! And to my knowledge, it's kind of mutual. I think. Well, I don't know, people told me I'm dense.

I'm dense and he's not doing anything about the matter. Good combination *pout*.

I realized everything only now actually... haha! Recently, to be exact. Now, everyone wants us to get together. Great. Here we go again. I'm partially traumatized but ah heck... something happened again and I can't just close myself totally to anything because it isn't healthy *pouts again*.

I just hope nothing bad happens in this sitaution. I am just going with the flow. Help me.

I told some people before that I wouldn't be finishing my stay in DLSU because I might go to the US and stuff like that...  Well... I am leaving. For sure. Not the US yet though (but I am leaving). I'm not staying in DLSU anymore  and that's sure. I'll take that Summer class (INTPHIL) I enrolled in but I won't go to school anymore on the first term. EVEN ZOOLOGY

I was offered something elsewhere (parang trabaho ) and nah, I won't be going to ADMU either (but I was ABOUT to). I'll just go okay? No more info.

Sigh.

Haha not that I'm all sad. Sure I'll be missing alot and I do mean ALOT of people in DLSU... sure I'll be quitting Jazz sooner than I expected and sure I'll be leaving that certain person I "love" (I consider myself BLIND for that matter)... but I'd rather go somewhere else I really, really want to be in  Tch. Of course I can only think of a few good people who will acutally miss me when I leave.

Only Gela knows about this and of course my other friends not from DLSU but other than that, only Gela knows. HEH. There's this one person I haven't told... and I bet he'll be surprised about it  I think what he knows is that I might go to ADMU or stay and go to BS-BIO but no... he doesn't know this... I'm going to tell him soon though... with a little something in return for ALL the support and help he did for me when I was down  Gela knows what I'll give  HEHE.

No more goodbyes! Just LOVE

WEE! I have two soccer balls now :D and a pair of shoes I bought two weeks ago pa. I have black soccer/casual shoes (it can be used in both soccer and just casual whatevers :P) hehe... The Italia ball is so glossy... unlike my Deutschland one =_=' lol. Here're some photos...

My Footballs :D


Soccer shoes :)


Okay we had our last CWTS Exposure Trip today and here're some photos of the trip kanina :D You can find all of them here in my Multiply album :) hehe enjoy!
 

Yay I got in LSDC Jazz!  Wee! I'm so happy!  I found out from my best friend Anna  and we both screamed in South Gate after Jazz dance class last night (6-9PM). Meetings are at 6-9PM in SPS 5th floor rehearsal hall MWF  ya, it's tiring ... *snore*

Gela scared me about SPS and it's freaky ghost stories (im pretty sensitive to the paranormal somtimes too ). She said at the back entrance of SPS, there's this small room and there were kids there (not sure how many) and there were also in the 5th and 4th floor of the stupid building . EEK.

Anyway, on the brightside, I'm gonna enjoy going to school for a cool reason... dance  LOL. Kidding.  I'm also getting my own UBER EXPENSIVE Jazz shoes (the black rubber shoes thing where you can easily point and stuff). They said we need it for performances and somtimes for rehearsals and warm ups... dangstupidexpensiveshoes that cost Php 5000 .

Thanks Gela, John, Achi Louise, Anna (Abola), Jackie, Timmy, Edzel (sp? lol), Ate Kat, Kuya Pao, Tottie (UY si bakla) and of course Sir Peter (LOLNESS) for encouraging me *bow*  *applause*  for helping me and of course, ANNA BANANARAMA ABOLA  my besterest friend ever . I hope I get to perform in LPEP like Anna said (i think... or wassat Kuya Pao... )

those reading my blog i thank you for reading :) those who reply to it NICELY thank you :) those who read and laugh and have nothing else to do with their lives THANKS A LOT :D you really make me happy :D you give me a reason to WHACK "people" like you . mga tanga eh... uuuy KUNWARI DI TUMITINGIN NG MULTIPLY KO PERO NAGBABASA PALA how sweet...

seriously, wala ba talaga kayo magawa? you make up stories and say stuff about me na di naman totoo tapos you laugh your sick silly asses off... wow ang saya ng hobby niyo :) such a joy it is to be "popular" and have something to talk about. and then you'll fucking say "huh? joke lang naman eh. trip trip lang. wala lang. ang arte mo." oh yes, i am maarte and i am a girl (sige tawa pa kayo! sige angal pa! ang yabang eh, kala may POWER) so i have the right to feel bad. i dont get EMO all the time, you just think that :) ang saya noh? ung perspective niyo sakin ang ganda :) you think im maarte, im EMO, im such a whatever... pero di naman eh, you think that and thats what you wanna see :) what you want to see is the only thing you'll ever see and you wont see it in any other perspective :) you LOVE yourselves :)

tahamik na nga ako, i actually planned on ignoring the issue and suddenly BOOM you provoke me  yay! ang saya. you want ata na magkainisan eh  suuuure. i can do that  i dont need people like you  mga walang magawa  binabastos na ako ng people who i thought would NEVER do that to me and it was a mistake pala.
mga bitch eh. you are worse than PLASTIC.

like i said this has nothing to do with JohnPie (GOSH HINDE... i love sarcasm)  him innocent and such a good friend  cant you tell tahimik na lng siya?  wee! him good boy.  nagkakasundo kami with a lot f stuff and no, di ko cya inaagawan and stuff  lemme ennumerate some things...

• di ako nag "makaawa" na tumabi kay john sa van nila. his mom simply said, "bea why dont you sit na lang with john?" when i was about to sit beside kevin. ang imbento eh.
• i dont act like his girlfriend that time, nagshare kami ni iPod nya, nagusap kami... and kev WAS supposed to put the necklace on... but cant see daw. john did it na lang. di ako FLIRT. me good girl.
• di ko pinopormahan si john da hell. ang imbento!!! im for inah and john, im not some bitch who gets guys. buti pa si john di nagiisip ng ganun, YOU GUYS NEED A LIFE (oh and girlfriends... wait... no... kawawa sila )
• i like john cuz he's a good guy (unlike people who are mataas nga sa IQ mababa naman sa EQ... hehe and they think its a good thing. oh yeh). john is fun to be with (like madee said) and nagkakasundo kami with lot of stuff so ano pakialam niyo? mas chismosa pa sa girls. how LOW can you get??? i cant imagine  and its painful to anyway so idontcare

haay there. bahala na lang kayo if you want to think your pretty lil thoughts  i have a life and i dont bother to oozie into other peoples lives if it doesnt concern me.oh and lastly... i dont care if YOU dont care about me jus cuz im shifting... wala lang kayong respeto sa iba... how sad naman your life *EVIL LAUGHTER* "wala naman kami masyadong pakialam sa feelings nya eh kasi magshshift cya..."

i repeat... this has nothing to do with john :)

I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOO MUCH BTW :) (me sarcastic)

(Thanks to my batchmate who gave me come pics :P and ya, she's an Atenean)

 

okay, ive got a full schedule tomorrow (saturday) and yea, im gonna be a bum the whole day sunday -_- amen. here's the agenda:

• CWTS half day only because we've got this play to watch after for Filipi2 (i'm getting to that...) but still we have the usual tiring tutoring and playing with kids -_- good thing ive got good material now (books) for them and ya, its a good thing to let them keep quiet awhile :P
• PLAY to be watched in UP Diliman Theatre for Filipi2 -_- waaa... at least its not far from where we have our CWTS :D haha. there are two plays i think and ya, its gonna be long... plays like that usually are. how tiring is that? i'm going with anna and gela and we're taking anna's transportation going there :D thanks anna banana :D  hahaha!
• PARTY in Fort Bonifacio after... i might go with JohnPie only (oh and inah's there i think :P she's SC anyhoo). we agreed that ill go with him after the play to the Fort with his transpo this time :P the party is around 9PM (i saw in the ticket inah showed me kanina :D) and 150PHP with drinks and all... like JohnPie said, "Need hard drinks! :P" haha. so i think that party is 9PM onwards :) i dunnoo...
• MOVIE with my cousin and achi. most likely Brokeback Mountain in Rockwell :P haha! it's R-18 but its okay, in a few months, im turning legal :)) HARHAR. i dunno. if not, its either Pink Panther or Goal! :D wee. if no movie then joy, I CAN REST :D

so there. and most prolly im going to eat in  Solomon with Che, Gela and maybe JohnPie :D he saw this photo of the Turon de Leche Flan ala Mode in my asystol + hua hi photo album kanina when we were in L229 finishing our (actually only me and gela, JohnPie just watched us O_O) ComSci project cuz it needed to be submitted TODAY. JohnPie didn't do it. owelowelowel. haha i forced him to do it but he couldn't, said he wuz lazy (he texted: JohnPie = lazy bastard). tsk... i told him he was a BAD BOY haha... actually, i kept on saying that when we were in the computer lab :P he kept on pouting din. lol.

when we went home na, i texted him i was disappointed in him and stuff... he kept on saying sorry :)) haha. niiice JohnPie... well, serves him right for bein lazy O_o"  (BTW JohnPie if ur readin this... :P) anyway, he said he'll make up for it... and i told him he'd better :P hahahaha! that was cute :)) ROFL. owelowelowel... he'll submit it next week... TSK!

so on to gela now... *WHACK* that silly girl said Cloud 9 didn't say "Hi" to her kanina and only to me O_O what kind of whack job wuz that?! O_O doi, he looked at her and SHE WAS THE ONE WHO DIDN'T LOOK =_= disappointing. and now she keeps on ranting he didn't mind her O_o?! the hell... lol. love u gela  don't be paranoidy :B he LURVES YOU pare... hang in there :)

haha puro heart  bakit kaya?! :D lurve u gelaaaaaaa *BONK*

YOWZA! :P  \m/-- JohnPie :p haha! new expression :)) LMAO.

elections are ongoing and im 3/4 nervous and 1/4 unsure  . hehe. well, im not the only one running for a position in the next Executive Board elections for the Chemistry Society :) there are loads from our block :) hopefully we'll all get in :)

here're the positions:

THE EXECUTIVE BOARD

President

Øhead of the org and shall represent it in its transactions

Rules Minister

Øthe marshal and legal consultant of the society and custodian of its constitution

Executive Vice-President

Øcoordinate and monitor the works of the 5 VP’s

Executive Secretary

Øthe custodian of the seal and records of ChemSoc

Finance Officer

Øcollect all fees and the custodian of all the funds of ChemSoc

VP-Academics

Øin-charge for academic development of the society’s constituents

VP-Externals

Øtake charge of all outside activities that ChemSoc should undertake and represent it outside school

VP-Operations

Øproperty custodian of ChemSoc and ensure the availability of resources for all the ChemSoc’s undertakings

VP-Personnel

Øpublic relations officer of the EB

VP-Publications

Øin charge of the official newsletter of the org

 okay, the people who are running include me, JI, Ken, Mark, Melvin and DJ. these are only the freshmen :) i dont really know who the others are :p haha. JI is running for VP-Operations, me for Executive VP along with Melvin, Ken and Mark for Rules Minister and lastly, DJ for President :)

i just voted a while ago i was really nervous and unsure of myself when i did.  i want to win of course, thats why i applied but still, its still pretty slim when i look at it in all aspects.

voting starts Feb.8-10 (tomorrow *shiver*  ) and tomorrow (Friday) is also the announcements of the winners. we are 15 total, 10 will be picked out >_< and after that, the current EB will decide what position to place you in O_O eek. major eek. vote well and good luck to all those running :D

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so far, the week has been good :) yesterday we had another round of ballroom dancing (cha3x) and we're going to have our practical test next week, wednesday. us girls are supposed to wear "sexy latin clothes with high heels"   and i quote from my teacher... eh =_=' mark was a great dancer as usual :P john started to call him "GODLIKE" and "beyond GODLIKE" (like wat u call people who gets lotsa kills in DotA :P). he honestly is good :) i even enjoy cha3x because its bouncy unlike waltz =_=" eh.

che and i still haven't gone to  Solomon O_O pity. its been about 2-3 weeks since i prolly went there with madee :( (btw, i miss madee). im gonna see my new friend again, chris goyokpin OR goyok :)) haha. yummy food from Solomooon! :9 wee!

anyway, this saturday, im going to have a total of 24 hrs. of CWTS work already. thats 24 out of 30 so just one more weekend... but the thing is, our block has this play to watch next week O_O i dont know what out plans are yet -_-

  VALENTINE'S DAY  is coming up! yay :) in our school there are numerous booths to celebrate this lovey-dovey day :P haha, they are selling flowers, candy, bears, and they even take love shots or photos :P haha! you can even request the DLSU Chorale (glee club) to serenade someone during class or whatever :) sooo sweet :D haha! i dont expect a valentine really :)) im giving my closest friends a hate rose for FUUUN :)) LOL. its sooo cool! :)) hahahaha! :D bring on the chocolates people :D  LOVE IS IN THE AIR!  

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one of the things i hate about people is that they get mad at you for no reason at all... OR they do things to you (not for you) for reasons way beyond your own comprehension. its just utterly pitiful they bring it upon themselves, hurting other people just for spite or their own pleasure, i have no frickin' clue. if they are not involved in the issues at hand, its much worse. they just yak their way into popularity not even thinking about the person or people s/he is throwing useless junk words at for what?? power? popularity? laughter? for the sake of? its just plain lame and sad. they can't do anything worthwhile, that's what it is. its all so... boring. and to think, what if the people s/he is targetting is not minding the crap talk s/he's throwing? will s/he stop? will s/he realise s/he was such a bitch for wasting his/her precious time? maybe. and to think, s/he thinks EVERYONE likes him/her. its funny really, thinking everyone likes you because of the pointless babble you do but the fact is, everyone thinks you're going too far and you are being a bitch. soon, more and more people might hate you for being like that. wala lang. you just want to do it. why? your reasons are useless to hear because nothing good will come out considering what you have been saying isnt the least bit good.

you are funny, pointless, boring, weird, pitiful, bitchy and you seem to enjoy it. i wont stop you, its your free will. i wont do anything, its just as pointless as your trash talk. i wont waste my time like you do. i wont wait for karma to be put upon you because i want to expect better things in life, not some crackpot revenge on your stupidity.

looks like ive made a point. continue doing what makes you happy, i dont care. i never cared. bully for you and your "life". so much for being smart... looks like you're the worst scmubag ive ever known in my entire life. amen.

decided to give a lowdown of 2005 o_o pretty interesting when i got to thinking...

January ~ college entrance test results. hello dlsu (bs-bchem) and admu (bs-bio)

February ~ projects, hw's, test and a senior's pretty life -_-

March ~ graduation practices. such a joy to get away from tests and march under the sun

April ~ finally ^-^ relaxation. fresh hs grad and movin' on to dlsu

May ~ went on vacation to UK and then Baguio. funfun. and yea, school started

June ~ such a joy. i love my blockmates and instantly bonded. cept for one guy

July ~ adjusting...

August ~ course cards out at the end of the month. failed math T_T went to EK for my birthday :D

September ~ birthday was on 1. start of horrnedously irritating 2nd term but i love pretty Hong Kong

October ~ started hanging out with the chem peeps. learned to loathe someone O_o

November ~ lsal frenzy. azra_il and i started dating and talking abt someone...</span>

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